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The Failure of Me Failure.The Failure of Me by ~butterfly-lomo
The smothering blanket
Of depression
That has destroyed
my everything.
Hope.
Happiness.
Confidence.
Me.
I want to be free,
Free from the feeling
That rips
Me apart.
From the inside out
This thing
That makes
It impossible
To be me,
To be happy.
I want to
Feel loved,
Feel accepted,
Genuine.
But I can't
Not with this
Not with this
Feeling of failure
I have a mask
I wear it
Everyday
To make sure
That no one
Knows, what's
Really happening inside
What happened to the old me?
I see a shrink
To help my feelings!
I would never have done this
What?
What is happening to me?
It feels as
If everything I
More Than You Seem PROLOUGEMore Than You Seem by ~butterfly-lomo
She gasped, hurt filling her whole body. How could he? How could he throw away everything he lived for? His morals? His goals? Even her? Tears began to stream down her face. Sobbing silently, she tried to run, run from him, the sight before her, but found that her legs were rooted to the ground. Sniffing she glanced up, searching for a way to get free. All she found was him. He was coming towards her. A smirk of anger was plastered across his handsome face. A face she loved. Slowly he raised his hand. She cried out, only to be silenced moments later. Darkness swallowed her. How could he do this to her?
5 YEARS LATER
Life Life is fragileLife by ~butterfly-lomo
Easily made, easily destroyed
I could end my life easily
Right now
This blade, my hand
Right now, right here
My white flesh
The silver blade
I stop
My life
Friends, family
All of those good times
They seem to form space
Between this blade
And my white skin
I stop
Hesitant
Good times flood my memory
I summon
The thoughts of death
Depression, hatred
Nothing
Good verses bad
The eternal battle
My life and millions others
Why
Why shouldn't I end my life?
Who would miss me?
My parents have my brother
My friends have my other friends
Nobody
Nobody would miss me
No one
So now I end it
This
Sta.sh
